麻田散鐵

Maroon 5 makes me wonder
Has not listened to be a pity

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back


I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a ***** about you


Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye


God damn, my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a ***** about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day a week
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The word is set on how to mean me
Cause

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a ***** about you
And I...and so this is goodbye


Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
(Oh no)

So this is goodbye, yeah
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye, yeah
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye, yeah

剛跟我家老母商談結果
我的GP小撲撲
看樣子是沒辦法到新竹去闖闖了
取而代之的是

金旺會替補


我要騎金旺了

是金旺

金旺




能改管嗎?

是金旺也要很威才行

剛剛

發覺
人跟人之間存在著一定的利益關係

我跟你是朋友
為什麼
因為你能帶給我無限愉悅

我跟你是男女朋友
為什麼
因為你能補滿我心中填不滿的空缺

我跟你是同事關係
為什麼
因為你能夠幫助我很多很多很多

這些關係總是在身上圍繞


當我遠離一個人
表示他沒有用處
他沒有足以回報給我我能給他的
而對自己本身來說
這人附近的朋友圈
也會跟著慢慢消失
只因為
本來所存在的利益關係
消失了
沒有用處
他們那些人
也變得無所謂
最多
見個面
打個招呼
閒聊也只會圍繞在這人身上
沒有意義

而當我接近一個人
我會盡我所能給他他想要的
帶給他歡笑 愉悅 關心和永遠的笑容

這是我能夠做的
這也是我為什麼一直在學習如何帶給他人笑容
這也是我為何笑口常開
這也是我總是不喜歡把不好的事情讓人知道
這也是我現在能想到唯一的理由